wah really shiok today. shop alot. buy alot clothes. buy alot food!
DESTRESS
yest... finish my 1st paper.. haix. i can say i really tried my best but.. unfortunately the qns for chi lit was really unexpected.. esp for the most impt 60 marks. i can really say bye bye to it. i only write 2.5 page for each qns... and alot complications for paper 1 too.
yah we all were like scolding fuck.. abt it. but suan le.. time to work hard.
i might get a B for chi (:
so now mus aim for maths and lit. ^_^

borrow some books for self improvement and hope to find a solution to my depression problem. my destructive behaviour will only ruin our relationship. haix.. even though yang suggest i should sought professional help..but.. i only think its a matter of ownself.whether i want to delude in my problems and become so unhappy all the time.

ok.. i tell him i will be happy. i want to be happy. i want to be nice. i want everything to be alright. i want to look on the happy side. i want to be contented with my life.
and from now on, i will try and try.